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The First LetterI swear I’m not like the others. I’m not drooling, lustful and plain creepy. I want to know you for who you truly are. And I want to fall in love with that person. Your delicate eyes mesmerise me. I could stare into them all day. It scares me a little, that no one before you has been able to do this for me. That every time I look at you it sends an exhilarating rush of epinephrine through my body. God I want to meet you. For you to just look. Or speak to me. Or know who I was. And that my life is a sacrifice for you. I can’t explain why. The logic of your stereotypical human will defy my intentions, but I swear to you that all The First Letter
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I will never forget.I reminisce about what happened, nearly every day. Like a scar, I am constantly reminded. In fear, I hide. I cannot face it - I am afraid. My confidence could shatter, my life, hopes and dreams could all fade into the shadows.  
 
I know you're worth it. That was never the question. That was an absolute, and will always remain. But I am pathetic, cowering in the depths of the farthest place from you possible. You're aware of it, everyone is. I'm afraid of failing. If I cannot succeed, I am shattered. It is my pride.  
 
I have one day free - I know I can't achieve anything with that. Not with my responsibilities, my duties I will never forget.
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TrappedPlease. Please just escape. Not from everything. From the things that weigh you down. From all the extra armor you wear. Trying to protect yourself from being vulnerable.   
Now you can't move. You're trapped. Held down. You can't take it off now. Crowded. Surrounded. Struggling to breathe. I don't care that you tried to carry the weight of the world on your shoulders. I KNOW your heart is safe, pumping away. It'll never give in.   
No matter how much fatigue you endure, no matter how much stress, pressure and turmoil the extra armor forces you to bear, you can never give up. Please don't. For me. I helped you. I tried. I Trapped
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Understanding.
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Fri Jul 24, 2009, 5:28 AM
  • Mood: Sadness
i can't even accept it
I still love you.
even if i distract myself with work and uni it wont make it go away
im so sorry

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  • Current Residence: Brisbane, Australia!
  • Interests: Music, Japan/Japanese, Anime
  • Favourite movie: MARY POPPINS. 8D
  • Favourite band or musician: Mozart/Amy Lee
  • Favourite genre of music: Goth/Rock/Classical
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  • Favourite poet or writer: David Eddings
  • Favourite style of art: Fantasy
  • MP3 player of choice: Ipod Classic
  • Favourite game: World Ends With You
  • Favourite gaming platform: PC
  • Personal Quote: "What would you achieve if you knew you could never fail?"

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:iconazellureleverett:
~AzellureLeverett Sep 22, 2009, 4:48:12 PM
Hello~ I remember you from Conventions :D Thanks for the watch! :D

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~M3ll0 Sep 25, 2009, 10:04:28 AM
ohmygawwdd, XD
I was sad that I didn't get to go to GenCon, this week was so hellish with assignments. Post pictures pleasseee ><
... You don't happen to know Ultros from FFVI? I'm hoping to do a huge ultros cosplay with massive stuffed tentacles attached to my body parts next year xD
What are your next cosplays?
PS YOU ARE STILL OFFICIALLY MY ALL TIME FAVOURITE COSPLAYER
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/end stalker fanboi
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~AzellureLeverett Sep 26, 2009, 12:05:49 AM
Ah, I know what you mean about hellish weeks. My past 2-3 weeks have been crazy with uni. I still don't know how I managed to make it to gencon :O But don't worry, you didn't miss *too* much at Gencon. Gencon is great and all, but it still has a lot of growing to do before it's as entertaining as Supanova.
Pics will be posted soon (if I manage to find any decent ones >_>;).

I'm vaguely familiar with Ultros, lol. You should DEFINTELY cosplay as Ultros! Conventions need more Tentacle monsters!! :D :XD:

As for my next cosplays... well... They're all kind of a secret for now :XD: All I'll say is that I get to live out two childhood fantasies at Supanova :D It'll be lots of fun, especially because both of them are large group cosplays :D Annnnd, another (not so) hint for another cosplay (possible for Gencon), is that I'll be using liquid latex (hopefully) to paint a top on, because the character doesn't actually wear a top, she just has crazy coloured skin :D - and that's for her human half! :O
How I'm going to fit all of this in while in my final year of uni, I'll never know. I'm probably in over my head *again* :O

And, d'aww, you're too kind XD I can't believe people actually *like* my cosplays :O

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~M3ll0 Oct 1, 2009, 6:38:56 PM
Haha, you must be smart to cram assignments and cosplay x_x!
What are you studying? I'm second year psychology at UQ ^^
You should upload pics soon! :P BTW. I have a really good camera. That is. If you like, ever need photoshoots. Etc. I'd be happy to ^^
YEAH Ultros is gonna be amazing. It's going to be pretty complex to make, but I've nearly finished sketching the entire design. Nothing like the other ultros cosplays on the net. I'm gonna make it perfect. (Or try at least :D)
Yumm, your hints at your cosplays leave me clueless and guessing, but it sounds hell exciting XD
Next year is my final year too x_x i did some of my third year subjects this semester to make it easier though :)
You should be hit with a saucepan! Your cosplays are very, very detailed and well-thought out, planned and made, so of course everyone is going to drool at the quality of them :) As well as your awesome taste. Edea + Blood Elf = Aweessoomeee.
Which FF's have you played? okayokayokay this message is getting too long and stalkerish! haha :P x

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~AzellureLeverett Oct 2, 2009, 1:16:45 AM
Ahaha, I actually think it's the oppposite - I must be stupid to cram in assignments AND cosplay! :XD:

To put it simply; I'm studying journalism and Fashion Theory (and Japanese as electives) with QUT + UQ. It's kind of a lame course. But I figure after this I might go to TAFE and study Fashion Design, or I might do a Special Effects makeup course (which would be so much fun - who doesn't want to professionally turn people into zombies? :XD:)
How's psychology going? I was thinking about doing that once, it seems like it would be pretty interesting.

Ahaha, it sounds like you're going to totally own with Ultros! :XD: I'm going to be looking forward to seeing this xDDD

Awww, thanks for the kind words about my cosplay! You're so nice :) I dunno about the well thought out and planned part, though >_> Especially in regards to my latest ones >_> (which is probably why I'm so hesitant to post pictures >_>;; )
I've played FF3...or was it 6? I don't know anymore xD FFVII, VIII, IX, X (unfortunately), and XII - although I haven't finished X or XII yet ^^;

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~Haru777 Aug 4, 2009, 9:03:49 PM
Hey, I really like your stuff here, and I was wondering if maybe me and you could be buddies. :) Im american, and I love writing poetry and stories. :P I need to update my stuff since my profile was old, but I hope you can check out my stuff! Id love to work with you on stuff. :)

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~colorsofsilence Jul 13, 2009, 5:36:34 AM
Dude you're writing is great! I'm a fellow piano player/ Lady Gaga fan/ Ipod classic owner/ and Japanese fan from the other side of the earth. Want a friend from Texas?
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~M3ll0 Jul 18, 2009, 3:15:26 AM
:O yes please!! note me your msn xD

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~PandoraScythe Jun 29, 2009, 1:57:40 PM
Mary Poppins... Seriously? Best movie ever :)

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